The sweeping changes are coming hard
Hard to go all the way down to no cigarettes
Hard to stay occupied all day without beer
Hard not to steal 40 cents to make a beer
Hard the angst and anxiety
Everyday I struggle
Every day I have s few moments of peace
Are there solutions out there beyond this?
Or just more of the same?
Is this addiction?
Is this intractable depression?
Is this just boredom?
Or is this just life, which I am not cut out to cope with?

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  1. When the half-insane and half-facade allow the former to constitute ‘evolution’ in our world, it isn’t any surprise that coping ain’t what once it was! Enough people will desensitize to it — thereby joining the insanity-horde — that the coming man well will be the dullest BY FAR of the ages. There’s only one solution here. First, completely abandon alcohol. Its ‘help’ is specious, fake. Second, 1/4 pack a day and do NOT smoke high tar & nicotine DOWN to the filter! Moderation, my sons and daughters! 100s or 120s, six or seven short drags then BLANK! Most importantly, remain in touch with your sensitivity and genteel natures. Do not respond to the dull. Make them respond to YOU. The whole Zen game…who wins Zen gets to choose the definition of evolution!

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