Photos + One blueprint on quitting smoking

It is very true. To cut down, just 5 more minutes, just finding one more thing to do, before smoking, is the way to win. I would not recommend cutting down as a quitting strategy, but it is worth doing in its own right. I understand people who smoke in the house have much higher […]


Those memories countless of innumerable days-idle Lost in distractive circling-screw, app to app or magazine to book to brew Net dependence unweathered, seeking of The Magic Bullet for one’s ills and failings Goalposts forever shifting, as projects multiply, mutate, fall aside, recycle Interpolation of self-help pointers and cure-all systems, all seeking ever, something to tie […]


Trying to quit again (again#again$again@again:::_} day 1 (well, I bummed 3 at intensive outpatient this morning) … Is not the best time to try to push productivity into high gear. Or handle important appointment making and court stuff :; Zen koans do not necessarily make for the best therapeutic readings (although I don’t really know […]


In focus, think of god, angels, the multiverse Typical evening that triphead Then to retranslate All into symbols resembling sanity Visions most fructulous, 5x the usual amount A repeating new mantra, a very neat word ‘Bonkajeedevi’ follows through A key to remember a key to remember A key to remember the things to which one […]

Not a Good Ad

Not a very good ad Working to reach the worthy Following forever in the dust of others But seen to be wanting by most Asserting the dignity of humanity Asserting the right to a life Asserting the aspiration of success But being seen to be wanting by most Lacking all that most have Having only […]


Jumping off a bridge Jumping off a building Jumping out a window I gotta go somewhere I gotta go Wastin’ time standin’ here I gotta go Meanwhile, torrential rains lash down I do believe rains would lift my spirit Mixing nicotine fluid with vodka shots I gotta go Find me a revolver Just make this […]